I'm home from dancing all night, first at the hippy dance (5 rhythms) and then at the local pub, with a
local blues band playing, feeling veryyy relaxed, danced out all my restraints and freedom reigns within me
:)
It's now Saturday arvo, and I've had a vodka with lunch, after yoga, feeling very satisfied, especially since I have an Aussie version of a 'date' tomorrow, we'll be climbing a mountain, lol, I will remember to wear shoes because of snakes, and long pants, eyes open of course.
I wonder how he'd react to me, if he knew I was going to Church in the morning?
It's enough to make most men run a mile, lol, I know, yet strangely more men are popping up in my life now
than before, is there some subtle signal I'm sending, or
maybe it's just that I've lost weight, lol.
Men ;)
Godlike is down, I'm immediately sucked into paranoia, even after all these years.
the thought enters, 'it must be something to do with me...'
;)
Or an advance warning of impending DOOM.
The Pope's message has set me off thinking about the real nature of these days, are they the end times or not?
I've wanted DOOM for so long, because I saw in it, a way to stop the madness, the senseless deaths from war and the plight of those in extreme poverty.
its not like we don't deserve it, and I know God is a god of justice.
A new kind of hope is rising unbidden -
could it be that God's mercy has given us a way to bring about the results of DOOM,
re-create a truly new world, with justice AND liberty, without actually having DOOM?
Not a communist nightmare, and no longer a capitalist catastrophe, but not a utopia either - that would lead us straight back into decadence.
Happy weekend, dear Reader, I know I'm a bit loose atm, but don't worry, I'm not mentally ill ;)
XX KK
local blues band playing, feeling veryyy relaxed, danced out all my restraints and freedom reigns within me
:)
It's now Saturday arvo, and I've had a vodka with lunch, after yoga, feeling very satisfied, especially since I have an Aussie version of a 'date' tomorrow, we'll be climbing a mountain, lol, I will remember to wear shoes because of snakes, and long pants, eyes open of course.
I wonder how he'd react to me, if he knew I was going to Church in the morning?
It's enough to make most men run a mile, lol, I know, yet strangely more men are popping up in my life now
than before, is there some subtle signal I'm sending, or
maybe it's just that I've lost weight, lol.
Men ;)
Godlike is down, I'm immediately sucked into paranoia, even after all these years.
the thought enters, 'it must be something to do with me...'
;)
Or an advance warning of impending DOOM.
The Pope's message has set me off thinking about the real nature of these days, are they the end times or not?
I've wanted DOOM for so long, because I saw in it, a way to stop the madness, the senseless deaths from war and the plight of those in extreme poverty.
its not like we don't deserve it, and I know God is a god of justice.
A new kind of hope is rising unbidden -
could it be that God's mercy has given us a way to bring about the results of DOOM,
re-create a truly new world, with justice AND liberty, without actually having DOOM?
Not a communist nightmare, and no longer a capitalist catastrophe, but not a utopia either - that would lead us straight back into decadence.
Happy weekend, dear Reader, I know I'm a bit loose atm, but don't worry, I'm not mentally ill ;)
XX KK
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