Words for Someone by OTOC and KK, Feb 2012

Post: #1 OTOC: To a special someone. As the long cold winter draws in upon me, I put on a jumper, but it does not warm me, I light a fire but still I cannot find warmth. I look out of the window at the snowstorm surrounding me and just for a fleeting moment I see a glimmer of light, I saw your face in the snow and in that moment I finally warmed because I knew you were thinking of me. When I think of you I dream of walking along a moonlit beach with you hand in hand until I can sit by your side as the sun rises over the sea, In my mind I can never see the sunrise as its beauty could never compare to yours. I am transfixed by you. I could never find the words to express my love for you, but I hope one day that I can shower you with words like diamonds, each shining and bright, crafted over many years of heated passion and feeling and you shall know that they are all meant for you.

RE: To a special someone.  kalamity kool  Wrote: OTOC, OTOC, from where do you get these words of yours? The random gene or electrical signal you receive, I wish would spark in my mind in such a way, and the heart you so carefully hide is bigger and deeper than even you know. OTOC wrote: From the air in my lungs and the void in my soul. From the pulse of my heart and the light in my eyes. From the flower breaking the vastness of white as it reaches through the snow. From the bones of my ancestors resting in their graves. In essence it is not words that come, I think fruitfully of moving images in my mind like a droplet of water running down the length of a leaf, pausing briefly at the tip to cast a tiny rainbow of colour, then falling away.. and the words are made to describe. Kalamity Kool replied: I thought as much, where else!? xxx it really does amaze me, that after all the words written, they can still fall together in unique ways of description. Conversation continued via Private Messages: OTOC: Words. To: kalamity kool  Saves replying on that thread, always met with hate, can't be bothered to read through it all for the 'gems'. There's lots of words in english, but even more in other languages, it shall be a very long time before we get close to 1% of the variations, and with new words and constantly changing words.. more beauty shall arise, more ways for the frequencies of the words to co-inside with the beauty of the message. Re: Words. To: kalamity kool  kalamity koolWrote: Really? Only close to 1%? Its great, you've made my day :) English is the most adaptable language, and incorporates words from other languages, and makes room for new words quite easily. I guess its why its the international language now. I love it that a mind can fashion words in an original way, to express what has mostly been expressed before, but in doing so, cast deeper into the meaning or hidden aspects, like an always unfolding rose. About the haters, ignore them please, overpower the thread with your brilliance, and soon they will wither away, they only keep doing it because the can feel it gets to you, especially when you no longer reply to the thread. I'm not bothered by it hence I just can't be bothered with it. It's their choice to say what they want and they only show themselves for what they are, lonely, frustrated, arrogant and full of hate, for themselves and others. I can ignore what they say, I can accept the only way for them to stop is for me to leave, make a new account or die, there isn't anyway to make them stop as they can do what they like. And if that is what they like doing then that's fine by me, doesn't mean I have to read through it all every time I make a post, doesn't mean I have to let my mind be infected by their poison, doesn't mean I have to live in their world where they are miserable and depressed, all grey and disgusting. And that is their idea of a good time, that makes them smile, their virus spreads all over and I don't need or want to be a part of it, I don't need or want to see it, and they shall suck all of the good people down with them, all of the potential in the world because they cannot see past their own arrogance and hate filled life. I want the colour back, but the internet is too far gone for that now, oh the words that have been lost because of people like them, the beauty they have caused to never exists, the time and effort they have wasted, they make their own reality and they suffer in it. I even try to inject some niceness into them, but like the building storm clouds they grow ever larger and strike with vengence blackening everything they go near. Ask me if I want doom to come this year. Now I do apologise profusely for this message. I would rather never talk or read a word again, I would forsake and miss so much beauty and loviness just to have a way to never have to see their grey world again. But as of yet I cannot, because minds like yours are so rare and beautiful, and I would always regret losing them, regret that would make my world less colourful. You'll never discover something new if you just think like everyone else. A one world government is a push toward peace. Let your children have a united world. Freedom Liberty Peace Love Support A NWO today! Re: Words. To: kalamity kool  kalamity koolWrote: You humble me, thankyou. I understand, about the greys. In my offline life, despite my endeavours to be a good friend, I have had to leave someone alone, she filled me with poison too much, so that I ran the risk of drowning in it. I have an intuition this year could see the big events that will end the madness. But, I don't know, and I'm not a prophet or a psychic or anything else that would give me insider knowledge. There's been an urge, to clean up my act, so to speak, take care of the loose ends, sort stuff out, cut what needs to be cut, not let the greys drag me backwards, practical things, and spiritual things, I'm finding that I can move on quicker, so that each day is more open, do you see what I'm groping to say? I think there will be a point in time, when if one is stuck in the world of the greys, that's where you will stay, and if you are free, the future will belong to you. I'm so glad you continue to post on LOP and pm with me, Otoc! That future lady you are writing such beauty to, will be blessed indeed. I see, a closing of many open ended storylines in your life. That future lady, shall be no more or less blessed than I would be to have her. Re: Words. To: kalamity kool  kalamity koolWrote: True. Have you heard much about the Looking Glass, project Camelot? I think it is far bigger, than merely my own storylines, all timelines converging.. Nope, Honestly, I dont want to hear about it. If you have a story about the sand, the sea, the sun, the sky, clouds, birds, children, wind, rain, snow, cold, heat, love, passion, beauty, or anything to do with nature, unbiased and unjaded by a view on life then at the moment I would love to read that instead. ****** footnote: And so I drew my inspiration... Original thread: [http://lunaticoutpost.com/Topic-To-a-special-someone--138172?page=1]