:)
All good!
Thankyou my Lord! Thankyou Mary! Thankyou all of you who prayed for me!
The ultrasound scan didn't show anything abnormal, apart from my rather large milk ducts (hah! I knew it,
when I was breastfeeding, my milk flowed like a river, lol)
I had a mild infection, maybe some internal bleeding, the likely cause of which was my surfboard!
On the Saturday before the big right boob Monday, I'd gone for a surf, at a place where I have to carry my board a kilometer or so.
I carried it under my right arm, and I've noticed before that it rubs my breast where the old lump is, and makes it tender, and usually I try to use my left arm, but on this day, I just didn't think about it.
So, it looks like it caused the old (benign) lump to bruise, and I had a case of mastitis.
It is still sore now, but much better, the pressure of the scanner hurt a fair bit, and made me feel nauseous.
The sonographer tried to talk me into mammograms, but I'm not budging on my refusal to have them.
Having a tender breast squeezed between two metal plates is invasive enough to start a cancer, imo.
Yay, I get to keep two boobies!
(I'll be back later today, gonna get 5 bars of range in town, and post ;)
*********************
A friend recommended this coffee shop, in town, and so here I am, the coffee is good, and the surroundings very nice, the music groovy :) makes me forget I live in a shack ;)
Now that the crisis has passed, I'm left with my experience, and it was revelationary
(revelationary + revolutionary, heh).
I've realized a true value to my time, and will be spending it more wisely, and prudently, I think it is the shot in the arm my writing has needed. I've loved posting in the fringe/conspiracy forums, it has made my isolation
much more bearable, but now is the time for something else, and I've learnt the New needs room to come in, so the Old has to go.
My job with my daughter is a demanding one, and I also have to find other ways to earn a living, so it makes sense that my internet time is devoted to my own writing, mainly, but I would miss my contact with the fringe lunatics too much to stay away completely.
And, my time is for sale, open to negotiation, for anyone interested in having my presence on a site more than I can give freely.
?
If no-one wants to pay for my time, so be it, I'm full of fire for this new venture on my blog, which is still a magazine for others to contribute to, if they want to. I'll be writing some ideas about internet writing, and the magazine, in my editorial, because I more than ever convinced it is indeed a new genre of writing.
One which is particularly suited to the truth.
My Beloved has been kind to me, my heart is full of gratitude and joy today.
I walked past the Church, there is an Ash Wednesday Mass on at 12, and I'm going -
the first time in a very long time, this is going to be interesting..
XX KK
All good!
Thankyou my Lord! Thankyou Mary! Thankyou all of you who prayed for me!
The ultrasound scan didn't show anything abnormal, apart from my rather large milk ducts (hah! I knew it,
when I was breastfeeding, my milk flowed like a river, lol)
I had a mild infection, maybe some internal bleeding, the likely cause of which was my surfboard!
On the Saturday before the big right boob Monday, I'd gone for a surf, at a place where I have to carry my board a kilometer or so.
I carried it under my right arm, and I've noticed before that it rubs my breast where the old lump is, and makes it tender, and usually I try to use my left arm, but on this day, I just didn't think about it.
So, it looks like it caused the old (benign) lump to bruise, and I had a case of mastitis.
It is still sore now, but much better, the pressure of the scanner hurt a fair bit, and made me feel nauseous.
The sonographer tried to talk me into mammograms, but I'm not budging on my refusal to have them.
Having a tender breast squeezed between two metal plates is invasive enough to start a cancer, imo.
Yay, I get to keep two boobies!
(I'll be back later today, gonna get 5 bars of range in town, and post ;)
*********************
A friend recommended this coffee shop, in town, and so here I am, the coffee is good, and the surroundings very nice, the music groovy :) makes me forget I live in a shack ;)
Now that the crisis has passed, I'm left with my experience, and it was revelationary
(revelationary + revolutionary, heh).
I've realized a true value to my time, and will be spending it more wisely, and prudently, I think it is the shot in the arm my writing has needed. I've loved posting in the fringe/conspiracy forums, it has made my isolation
much more bearable, but now is the time for something else, and I've learnt the New needs room to come in, so the Old has to go.
My job with my daughter is a demanding one, and I also have to find other ways to earn a living, so it makes sense that my internet time is devoted to my own writing, mainly, but I would miss my contact with the fringe lunatics too much to stay away completely.
And, my time is for sale, open to negotiation, for anyone interested in having my presence on a site more than I can give freely.
?
If no-one wants to pay for my time, so be it, I'm full of fire for this new venture on my blog, which is still a magazine for others to contribute to, if they want to. I'll be writing some ideas about internet writing, and the magazine, in my editorial, because I more than ever convinced it is indeed a new genre of writing.
One which is particularly suited to the truth.
My Beloved has been kind to me, my heart is full of gratitude and joy today.
I walked past the Church, there is an Ash Wednesday Mass on at 12, and I'm going -
the first time in a very long time, this is going to be interesting..
XX KK
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