What happened to me.
Putting it simply I was Attacked by the darkest of forces. It was directed or summoned to my location because of my investigation into a certain wesite with known addictive quailties.
I had been investigating the site for three months and was on to many operatives and had observed the moderators using socks to back themselves up in threads when they wanted to put someone down of defeat their argument with force of numbers.
The administrator of the site is a well known personality. One evening the site administrator confronted me in a thread after I have exposed several agents and asked me what I was doing.
I simply replied I was fighting TPTB from my own living room.
He didn't appear to be happy at my actions and I let him know that he artificially inflated the numbers on his site to gain more advertising revenue.
He had me at a slight disadvantage as I has taken an Acid Trip an hour earlier and was just wasting some time before watching a sports game.
He told me I was gambling to which I replied he was correct and I was going to watch a sports game in 15 minutes and was just wasting time and outing agents/operatives while I waited.
He told me he would track me down through my birth certificate and channel to me. This worried me because I was a subscriber and he had my credit card details, it would be quite possible to track me down through a paper trail.
I clicked out of his site and tried to relax.
15 minutes later I was attacked in my own home by what I could describe as an electromagnetic being of awesome power, perhaps Lucifer himself I thought at the time.
A bad acid trip? Unfortunately not, I will explain after detailing the encounter.
I am sworn to fight evil and uphold my brothers and sisters. This had always been a personal thing just between me and the fence post really but that is what I believe in. I could feel the vibrations and the awesome presence ( I learned the work the electromagnetic forces around us some three and a half years earlier, the "ONE TRUE LIVING GOD " is always educating us everything, every situation in our live presented to us so we can learn. So often we are wrapped up in what we think is our "real" lives to see but when you do the lessons get very practical and very interesting [I've never walked on water but then I've never needed to. This existence is more like the matrix than people could believe.. Athletes train their bodies so there minds can believe. Dumbo's feather folks.]
I summoned/felt the energy within me and around and started to shape it with my mind and said bring it on. It kept them? /it at bay but I was badly crumbling at this stage.
I went inside quickly and unplugged my T.V. and sky decoder. My wife looked at me. I said I don't like the vibes.
The vibrations were starting to assault me big time and I thought I might be slipping (when he comes, he comes for body, soul and mind) I asked my wife to put some music on. ( when you work energies sometimes your are looking for that special feeling and it is in a lot of music. when you have got the energy every single hair on your entire body stands straight up[the touch of god] the you ramp it up with the energy of the entire planet[it is always ready to give for good it doesn't like evil presences on it either] or just believe and feel it multiply or even touch the presence of the big guy himself[The greatest love of all I kid you not] some times I just have this feeling like I can never be beat. Another good one is when people stand up against all odds even when it looks like they can never win, and then just damn win anyway. If you have seen someone "in real life" do some thing inspirational you probably have an idea of what this feeling is.)
She said what song. The one I knew would give me what I needed was “The day that never comes” by Metallica, for what ever reason I knew that my entire life, everything I had ever learnt can down to this one moment make or break, do it or die trying. I drew the energies in defense and felt them peak hard.
I don’t know why even to this day but I knew without a shadow of a doubt that I had to send out every bit of love I had (the purest unconditional love) to every man woman and child on the planet, for what ever reason this was part of my purpose on the planet and it was real important perhaps the most important thing I would ever do (still no ideas why) like a giant transmitter for everyone.
My wife stood up and I said this is it babe everything right now. We stood in front of our fireplace holding each other, loving each other listening for the right moment in the music, holding as much as we/I could (I am physically shaking by this stage as the electromagnetic presence is trying to beat me) and I find in my mind the force? /presence of everyone on the planet and I let it go with everything I have got while gripping my wife as hard as I could. I cannot describe this moment even now if just felt like the greatest thing I had ever done massive rushes of energy (my eyes closed I could see fractal patterns like paisley with fractal edges spiraling around me in every direction) with such a desperate need to give it to everyone big time like some giant transmitter inside the matrix itself. (August 12 2011 7.30pm NZ time) I needed more.
I remember saying to my wife “more” like a man holding the weight of the entire world and needing it to lift a few inches higher. She is a legend and she gave more, and I sent it out, and I wanted more and she gave more. I was spent I couldn’t feel anything, the first song was only half over. I let my wife put some feeling and love into me(29 seconds or so) I thought it was maybe enough but I wanted to give every one more it seemed so necessary .
I went into my kids bedroom (my girl aged 8 my boy aged 6) and said this is an emergency kids I need you (my kids picked me for some reason and maybe this was part of their destiny, their purpose too I thought ) I brought them out into the lounge and said “do you love your mum and dad”. “Yes” they said. “Well I need you to hug us both and give as much love as you can”. They did and I gave it again the whole lot and felt that connection with every one on the planet. I don’t know what happened but it felt like we all (everyone on the planet) shifted reality. (Even now in the final edit I don’t know why I had to do this, but for whatever reason it was part of my life purpose. Like everything I had ever done came down to this one moment in time)
The electromagnetic presence was still there. I thanked my kids and told them they just saved the planet no-one else would ever know it but they had just helped kick arse for every one. I told them they were heroes and they should never forget this moment for the rest of there lives. They looked happy and Sinead went back to her room and we discussed briefly with William that his name meant protector (he had asked earlier on the way home from shopping and we didn’t know but my wife had looked it up on the net when we got home) I had a flash of inspiration and said I wouldn’t be surprised if we had subconsciously picked their names for a special reason.
William took his name to heart and seriously told us he was the family protector and went back to his room.
At this stage the electromagnetic force started to assault again and again it was taking every reserve of will power to resist and hold out. My wife took a large drink of orange juice and I could see on the energy level of reality she had just taken on a large reserve of energy, I said “I’ll do that too” and she warned me to put some water in it too. (The win amp never played a song wrong all night it just randomly kept pulling out the “right” song every time)
When Lucifer/the Achons comes he comes for body, spirit and mind and he kept coming with such a force, but I know how to command and shape the electromagnetic forces around us, love can save you but against evil it is also the ultimate weapon, he brought to bare everything he had and we held it, together he summoned more and we took it out after 20 minutes we had beaten everything he had on that level but he was still playing hit and run. Another inspiration “Bring him here” I said like man who had been taken the most brutal beating and had finally just got mad about it. I pointed at the spot on my carpet. My wife was totally understanding what I needed we mad him come to that spot and banished him from this spectrum. The first part of the battle was over. It made me wish I was a little fitter.
The next attack was on the mind.
The human mind is arguable the most powerful thing ever made.. We pull new ideas and concepts out of the very nothing itself. We devise concepts and make them into reality. Take a look around where ever you are. Everything you see stared off as someone’s idea.
We make ideas real. Every being of the universe would dearly like to capture the power of a human being for itself. The day we came into being the whole universe trembled and I bet big arguments broke out about such a powerful thing. (I think that is why we are essentially kept in the dark to our own power and quarantined on the earth itself and educated with lies so we never know. Never know we make reality around us. Encouraged to destroy each other over and over again to keep our mental position as weak as possible, doomed to be born over and over again trying to escape the grip of Lucifer himself..
But somewhere in the afterlife we hatched a plan and we left ourselves clues every where for just the right time. The clues are everywhere books music were wrote them on the walls of our prison and hid them in plain sight so “he” wouldn’t know [he’s and early concept of the universe, incomplete compared to us, jealous of us.
He has no trust no love no forgiveness and we see it so he hides because we see it and he feels inadequate and that is also why he talks himself up like “the big man” but he is just the little man behind the curtain the only power he has over us is what we give him.] The clues are there once you can take the blinders off and live.) He tried every different way to get into our minds and be accepted as something we just couldn’t get rid of.. I mean every way. We had to find ways to not accept it ways to keep him out and believe in them to make them real or we would end up submitting to him (what he really wants) the mind is the greatest tool you will ever own, my wife and I have consumed books all our lives ever author knows some great wisdom. In the end we could not exile him from the human mind (that came the next day) but we could stick him in his own little room the crazy man just writing his madness on the walls and that was enough to defeat the attack of mind. (He went for every flaw a human could have and we just had to find the right answer and it just went on and on for 45 minutes)
At last he went for the soul the last weakness. It was like a mental blow torch searing away everything stripping way everything a person has until there was nothing left bar what we really are(this was also in the mind as well). What are we? We are LOVE pure love, conciseness and belief, that is all we are an ISness made from the mind of “the one true living god himself” set free with free will. It wasn’t enough I felt like I was being dissolved and I needed something.
Everyone helped. Everyone on the entire planet helped I saw them felt them (and still the music played with just the right song every time) even the people who had passed and were waiting to make their next move stood shoulder to shoulder with us in the great darkness of nothingness. In the distance I could see the greatest love of all in the darkness light a glowing sun (not burning) coming towards us. We swayed a little and then drew close and felt his great love and rejoiced.
Nothing evil can stand against that, and we came to the knowledge that god is in us all of us, he gives us so he can be more and we have free will so we can learn, find more depth and life in everything (he also has a fucking awesome sense of humor something else that sets us apart from other entities).
When you are reduced to nothing to come back you have to rebuild everything, if we fell victim to our doubt we would have still been lost to Lucifer as he mounted his attack once again. It felt like rebuilding the entire existence again. I was so burned I couldn’t remember what we all needed and the devil was laughing as I faltered.
My boy saved us, when we were running out of answers he kept coming in with big serious eyes telling us the things we needed to know (I don’t know who this boy is exactly but he is my hero always and for ever) he kept saying things like “our spirit never dies, and half of it stays with the ones we love and the ones who love us and half goes back to god” “we all need to look after each other” sometimes we need to be sad to understand the great joy” “we need to care for nature and stuff” there were so many more but I can’t remember them all. When ever we were running out of answers he had them all (6 year old legend in my book)
The Deal.
It still wasn’t over Lucifer was still with us we hadn’t be able to keep him out but he didn’t own us like he had been trying to. We are all free. We just have to embrace it (my wife said you can’t lead people to their ISness they have to find it for themselves so we just have to set a good example)
I was offered everything I wanted (a bit of a miscalculation on Louie’s part because I have never really wanted anything except someone to love and someone to love me and I already have that and to help everyone.) I felt myself getting zipped out of the matrix into another matrix where I had total control over everything and maybe their were other large players, the real people who secretly run everything and everyone’s lives. I nearly took it.
The last trick was to convince me that I was god and I was the only thing in the universe except Lucifer. he been playing the part of my wife all along he was the yin to my yang and I needed him or I would be all alone by myself and we created the rest of reality in our minds to stave off the endless nothingness and have something to do so we didn’t go mad.. Nothing else was really real except us the great love story. I threw out the energy and he threw it back.
My wife brought me back from this she is real and very awesome to me. And that was it he was gone defeated. He tried me out from every angle and when I was done I was a better man, I listened to my wife, really listened and finally uncovered my hidden flaw (everyone has at least one) I hadn’t always listened to people. Now I do listen because no-one stands alone we all do this life together and it is great when we do. So much love.
Aftermath
The story doesn’t end there. No not at all. I was still shaking it was about 10.30pm and I wanted proof. So I logged back on the internet and went to that site. There were threads with messages. “You won but it is your cage” “nice cats three and a dog. I see the rooms your kids are in on the end of you house” (this info has never been posted on the net anywhere) another one was some speech about the walls of troy and some other shit that I just stopped reading because he was trying to get into my head (the only power he truly has)
I posted a new thread DEVIL GETS STALKED DOWN and paid him out for a bit
I logged out and made coffee then went back for more. Firefox can’t connect it said (that was the night the Kama bar was introduced to that site to make people judge each other and themselves (a self constructed prison for you own mind. “the one true living god” doesn’t judge you he just loves you more than you know and he always forgives[that was the lesson the next day]) so I went to PWR which is where people go when that site is down to see what was going on at that other site.
There was a just created thread by someone called defiler[he uses people by getting into their minds if they are vulnerable], just taunting bullshit telling me that I could never get away he would always be some monologue in my head. I didn’t believe that for a second, but first he broke into some-one else’s thread to say some other bullshit (I learned to take everything he said out of my mind to leave him no back doors into my mind) so I don’t remember what he said.
The next day I forgave him unreservedly and it was over, he had no more power over me.
The Achons/rulers only have what power over you that you give them.
They use everyone who is vulnerable many times people have no idea they are being used.
Part three I will tell you of some of the techniques to use against the darkest forces often referred to as the Achons.
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